I think there's a major issue here with your temparment. On multiple occasions you yourself have stated that you're quite toxic and get annoyed very easily. What is there to stop us thinking you won't get annoyed or toxic and start abusing your powers? Simply stating oh I'm gonna control it, is basically good will and I don't believe we can risk an entire servers livelihood on that. Also your attitude of you know everything there is to know about being an admin is kinda arrogant don't ya think, we all have something we can learn so I don't think that's a good quality for a staff member.