neutral
personally have not had any interaction with you - so i cant speak to your character, hence the neutral rep
however, your application is well thought out and if what you say is true about assisting with setting up the awp server and previously being an admin, barring any reason for your removal (other than self-removal) - I dont forsee any reason not to give you another shot.
Could also use someone that is well versed in the nuances of awp - everytime I respond to a ticket for an awp server, my head hurts. So it would be nice to have someone dedicated to that server.
Best of luck with your application